H1N1 rises to 878 ..

when wll this torment stop ?
he used to willingly give up his life his entire life for me .
now ? nothing .. im hurt , i just dont wish to live my life anymore
i want him to be the LWK he was in the past .
hais , no matter what i cant stop loving him .
i can only await for that day to come back .
fuck off his friends , fuck off his family & only me .
selfish me that wants him all to me .